So why after so many years have I a secretive crossdresser decided to start a blog? Because it’s time for me to give something back to the online community. I first went online in 1995 and shortly after started looking up everything CD, TG, TV and TS which helped me through a lot and to come to terms with my crossdressing. Who knows what would have happened if I had not had this resource to tap into as whenever I have felt alone and that no one cares I was able to go online and find people like me. So I hope to toss out my perspective and perhaps help someone else somewhere come to terms with who they are, or at least remind them that they are not the only one in the world who feels this way.