Today is a waste of a day for me in some respects because it is simply too nice of a day outside. I have a tonne of reading to do and a perfectly good yard to do it in which is fine on a nice calm sunny 23 degree day. However it seems like a waste to not do it in some feminine summer wear however my neighbours will all see me which is an issue as I live in an older neighbourhood with a walkway to a school behind my house so old people and children are my audience, neither of which are ideal to say the least. It is days like this when I wish I had an acreage so I could go outside and sit in my yard in a sun dress and read enjoying this perfect day. Perhaps even get some tan lines that men shouldn’t have, perhaps even a bikini tan. I love living in a city and have no particular desire to live in the rural area however I do desire a bit more privacy than I currently have for no other reason than a bit more freedom to roam in my full wardrobe.
I suppose ideally I would be able to pass as a woman and then just get ready and go out to the park and read in my halter top sundress but that is unlikely to happen without massive surgery that I am not willing too have. Really ideally would be to live in a society were a guy in a dress is not frowned upon that that is even less likely to happen then to have the surgeries. Really really ideally I would have a machine that I could step into and my body would be switched to a woman’s then I could spend the day as a woman and at the end step back in and come back out as my male self. Sadly the third option is more likely than the second most days I think as our gender norms are so ingrained.